We are perfect in God's eyes...

2010-02-12T18:33:00.002+08:00

D: MY BLOG IS DEADDDDDDDDD hahhahaha. SO I CAME TO REVIVE IT! and I hate stupid TWS. that stupid fatty! !@#$%^&*!@$E^%&^%&%$^ Today is funnnnnnnnnn. I love today. hhahahahaha. after school we went to marina square. hahaha, fun. I LOVE IT.

GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE!
KEVIN MCHALE! hahahahaha!

CNY is coming. And the awesome Belle is leaving to malaysia! D:

BYE BYE LOVES!

2010-01-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

Hm, it's the 2nd day of 2010. And looking back, I still laugh at the silly things my friends and I do. I hate the "I'm going back to school REALLY soon." feeling. It's a new year, with new stuffs and new friends. 2 more days to school and I haven't gotten a new school bag/pencil case. Dangggg. I'm really not looking forward to school.
I'm going to cut my hair now. WEE~ HAHAHHAHAHA! I'm a secret agent you know?

2009-12-10T20:36:00.002+08:00

WEE!~ Tomorrow I'll be in Aceh. I'm so excited that I can't keep still! Like OMG, I freakin' can't wait. And I'll be back on the 17th. It's going to be FUN FUN FUN~

2009-12-08T18:48:00.002+08:00

Teehee, Yesterday was so fun. Fun fun fun~ Hm, watch new moon with Celia, Qian hui, Reuben, Matt, Josh.L and Joel. but new moon sucks. The whole movie was shit. Ending was the worst. UGH. A total waste. But i still had fun. The guys were damn noisy. NOISY NOISY NOISY~ Oh oh, after the movie went to slack at PS. ate at secret recipe. shared a sundae with Qian hui while celia ate her pie. Then we did window shopping. Then people started to emo, then I got emo. Then i didn't have any mood to do anything. then we all headed home.

I just realise, ASHER BOOK IS HOT. Hot hot hot~

2009-12-06T11:53:00.002+08:00

Wee~ yesterday was super fun. Didn't have sermon and instead had worship the whole time. Gosh, I like. haha, later had cell. cell was great. Ohoh, after cell had dinner with my usual people and the guys. hahahah, super crappy and super fun. I'm so lazy to elaborate~

in less than a week I'll be in Aceh, away from civilisation. And i haven't done my shopping D:

PASS IT ON CAMP!

2009-11-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

ISABELLE CHIN IS BACK FROM PASS IT ON CAMP!
One word to discribe it > AWESOME.

1ST DAY:
-Started with worship.
-had sermon.
-Then we had lunch.
>It was bee hoon. I hate bee hoon.
-Headed for amazing race.
>Walked non-stop for over 4 and a half hours.
>we only manage to complete 6/10 stations):
-Bathe
-Dinner
>Food was much much better. But got alot veggie.
-Had worship and sermon(:
-had supper.
-Lights out at 1am.
>But we still crapped and played.

2ND DAY!
It was more exciting than the first day.
-Had devotion.
>It was pretty boring:x
-BREAKFAST!
>I was practically dying of hunger.
-Had worship and sermon.
-had CP!(Community penetration)
>we gave the residents of a nearby block door gifts to bless them.
>damn sad, many were in but they pretended that they were not in.
>But to me they are rejecting God instead.
-Headed back to church.
-Bathe.
-Had CP sharing.
-Ate dinner
-Holy spirit night.
>Even before youth pastor spoke, I already felt the presence of the Holy spirit lingering among us.
>when Pastor spoke, the Holy spirit was at full power.
>By the words he spoked and prayed, people screamed and cried.
>Worship was awesome.
>my whole cell got hyper from jumping.
>Then we moved to L2.
>Had a prophetic act.
>damn cool.
-supper
-Played.
-Went to the playground at 1 plus
-slacked there.
-then we kena chased back to our room.
-slept at 2+

3RD DAY!
-woke up at 7.30.
-Had breakfast
-had devotion.
>Slept while Chris was talking.
>Then Joshua.H woke me up.
-Went for second service.
>Worship is awesome as usual.
>slept while Bishop Moses preached.
>Got woken up again. Gosh.
-Had Pasta mania for lunch.
-Had prize Presentation.
-break camp at 3+

wee~

2009-11-23T11:39:00.003+08:00

Boredom is killing me. Blog hopping ain't fun anymore. I'm hopped from blogs i know to those I don't. I feel like eating mash potato now.

2009-11-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

I feel extremely discourage. I hate piano. I'm not inspired to play. In fact, I'm no good at it. I dread playing to piano. I hate the fact that I can't stop playing. I hate the fact that my parents say that playing the piano is good for me. They are not me, how do they know it is? They keep saying you can do it. But truth be told, I can't. I hate the fact that they keep saying it's for my future. I got my own dreams and my own aspirations. Even before I can't finish my sentence on how I hate playing the piano, they'll say they have heard enough. They didn't even get to hear what I've got to say. I gave my best, I did all I can, why do they still want me to continue?

2009-11-21T13:06:00.002+08:00

Felt like posting before i go to church. wee~
I'm bored. really bored.
I'm also down with flu. GAWD, it's killing me.
I still can't watch Glee so I went to watch East of Eden instead~
after watching a few episodes, I went blog hopping and I happen to came upon a really cute blog.

http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com

2009-11-20T15:59:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh, I want to watch Glee, in fact I need to watch Glee.
Glee is so damn nice.
I love Glee.
I'm addicted to Glee.
Glee, Glee, Glee.

Me love Glee♥♥♥

2009-11-15T12:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was awesome. Haha, it was Justina's birthday.
Haha, it was fun to the max. After church headed to some restaurant. The food was good. We played games. Laughed like hell. and was as high as we can be. I wish everyday would be like this:D

This song is freaking awesome.
On the brighside by Nevershoutnever.

2009-11-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

Today was just what i needed. Everything was in place nicely. Hm, prolly because I gave all my frustration to God last night in my prayer.

Today had maths class again, time passes really fast there. Kinda my first time paying attention in class. haha, after that, we cleared our locker. And Jacey and Jolyn came over to my house. We crapped alot, played Cluedo. haha, super fun and played WII. haha, never laughed that much since school closed for the hols.

Haha, no in the mood to type. So, I guess i'll stop here.

2009-11-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Today is the total opposite fun. Today is screwed because of many factors. I hate today. I pissed off to the max. Everything around me is going against everything i stood for. UGH! I cannot stand it. I want to scream, I want to cry. But I can't.

And like does it kill you to care bout other's feelings? Does it? do you have any ides how many people got hurt because of you? i can't stand you one bit. The way you talk, even the way you walk, i can't stand it.

Gee, aweosome day isn't it?

2009-11-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

Ah, shithell. I'm like having a splitting headache:(

I've been watching korean dramas whole day I guess. Wait, I played tap tap too!
Boring day for me.
Super tired lately. maybe I'm falling sick.
Shall not elaborate on my boring day(:

2009-11-06T18:17:00.002+08:00

Today Is tiring but awesomeeeeeeee(:
Went to Far East today with Celia, Qian Hui and En Hui.
Never been there before. I bought a dress, shirt and a bag:D
Haha, we were trying to find a shop and we walked rounnds and rounds. End up finding the shop on the next floor. Damn funny.
Then later went to some Japanese restraunt. En Hui and I didn't eat.
Later we took a bus to Serangoon then took a traqin to Hougang and later took 112 home.
I'm super tried but statisfied with my buys.

2009-11-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

Just had a heart to heart talk with Nicholas! Damn, he's so great to talk to. He made me feel better! And on top of that, ONG BOON HOW ACCEPTED JESUS! He made me feel so much better! Now I'm over the moon.
Thanks guys:D

2009-11-05T11:05:00.002+08:00

Majority of my days are boring. I can't seem to find something useful to do, really.
I'll either sit in front of the computer and stare at it, listen to songs.
Or sometimes I'll be watching tv or doing some reading.
Sometimes, I'll lock myself in my room, and look at the clouds.
Damn, life is sure boring.

Life's so mundane. I want to spent my hols usefully. I don't want to be sitting down doing nothing and watch time fly. I feel like helping in an Orphanage or maybe do some social work. I don't know.

Everything is boring, the songs i listen to are getting boring.
Facebook is boring.
There is no nice programmes to watch.
Blog hopping is boring too.
Tap tap is highly addictive and my dad took
Great, I suddenly feel damn emo. I don't know why though. I really want to escape from reality and let my thought run freely. It's raining now, it kinda makes me feel more emo. UGH. I hate being emo because I start thinking about all the sad things that happened to me.

Wait, I'm not so emo already. my mommy decided to bring me out. wee~

2009-11-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

you're currently making me hate you.
Everytime you come near me, I feel like pushing you away but I can't. Everytime you tell me something, I'm unable to figure out if you are telling the truth.
I really don't know what to do.

2009-11-01T11:26:00.002+08:00

I CAN FINALLY SPEAK IN TONGUES! wee~
Hahahahah, ultra cool leh.

Michelle and Justina are overseas and miss them already.
I wonder how they are.

Last night i stayed up to accompany my daddy to watch football. hee.
I woke up damn early. I couldn't sleep. So I made scones. Niceeee.
I spent most of my time at home. Super boring. i really have nothing to do. I can't go out because my sister still having exam. So I have to stay at home.

Ohoh, I'm going for a mission trip to Aceh. the dress code damn strict! girls cannot wear 3/4 pants, cannot wear jeans. They say can wear skirt, LONG skirts. wth, how to paint houses with skirt? but can wear baggy jeans. Ugh, why sooo troublesome one? we go there work for them for free still must tell us what to wear if not will get arrested. Nevermind, I'll do it for God!
They say we cannot wear all these things because they don't want to the man to be tempted and fall into sin. So they decided to make the girls dress uglier. Can't men just resist temptations? Got so difficult meh?

2009-10-29T20:17:00.003+08:00

I feel so numb all over. Maybe because I'm just too darn happy!
I got into NETT. Wee~
At first I didn't get in, I was so desperate to get in. I didn't know what to do anymore.

Then I turn to God, I asked Him to help me, I told Him How desperate I was. And I also told Him that I believe in him 101%
Then He told me to write a letter to Mdm Lee, and to write about why I should get into NETT. And I did. After writing it, I told God that this was all I can do, and I will leave everything to him.

In Chapel, they played a clip and the lady said that God will see us through. I said to myself:" God, time for you to see me through." After that, I passed my letter to Mdm Lee. She read it and said that she can help me but there is a very very slim chance. I was so sad, but still i didn't give up believing in God.

After school, I went to Bishan to eat at pizzahut with my usuals. As i was eating, I recieved a call form my mom, she said I got into NETT! I was sooo happy! I cried tears of joy:) It felt really awesome that God listen to me and answered my prayers.

God is so good, in fact, He is beyond awesome!I owe it all to God.

2009-10-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

It has been pretty boring for me now.
I can't seem to find something to do. Sometimes, I'll be on the comp or somethimes watching tv or playing PSP or WII. I really have nothing to do.

Last night I couldn't sleep so I went to accompany my dad and watch tv. So we were switching between the Football channel and some channel.
Haha, Then went to bed at 12.45 But i still tossed and turn for 15mins? Then I finally slept!

I'm like so darn lazy to go out. Bleh. Then amazingly, my mom manage to drag me out of the house. I borrowed a book today. UGH, I still don't know what to do. It's boring, very boring.

I'm tired too.

Why?

2009-10-24T22:09:00.002+08:00

I have been doing alot of thinkig and reflecting lately.
And in conclusion, I have many thoughts and questions with no answer running about in my head.
Like for example, why does God still love us after how much we have done to hurt him?
Or what is Life? Can we really change our future or is it a scripted destiny written by God?
What if the world ends before I amnage to live my life to the fullest?
I really can't think of the answers. really.

And I feel that I keep lying to myself. When things are just not right, I keep telling myself it is. I tell these little white lies so awesomely, that I feel for it.

Great, I lied to myself and I fell for it.

2009-10-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

We had CIP today. We had to collect rubbish but ironically, we collected seashells. And Miss tang scolded us for collecting seashells. And she added that she will not give us CIP points if we don't collect any rubbish so we put sand in our bag. wee~

Later went home, and my daddy came home! yay! No more waking up so early to leave the house at 6.35 shit. For dinner, daddy brought us to some Korean restaurant at Novena square to celebrate my mom's birthday. the soup got MSG, make my jaw very numb and tight. freak hell.

Later walked around mommy bought a bag and my dad totally embarrassed me. He put on girl sunglasses. OMG.

I'm no longer in dilemma.

2009-10-22T16:13:00.002+08:00

I hate global warming, it's so hot. It feels like we're in an oven. when will it rain?

Today was okay I guess, Jolyn and Jacey didn't come.
We had some talk about smoking and a very very very boring talk about the traffic. And chapel is really cold.
There's a HUGE difference when you step out of the chapel.

Sara is damn irritating. whole day irritate me.
And I had to pick up litter thanks to him.

I guess that's my day. And tomorrow have CIP. Ugh, not nice.
It's going to be hot and there isn't much litter.
so we'll be walking aimlessly around in the toxic filled beach.
What a day it'll be tomorrow!

2009-10-19T13:11:00.001+08:00

I'm hungry.
I got alot to post but, I'm lazy.

2009-10-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

Art was kinda boring. I finished mine in maybe one and a half hours? I was stoning and talking to sara and sleeping in that hour that was left. Then i kena scolded by teacher not to talk. It's all sara's fault! then I feel asleep. got woken up by Ms Ng. UGH. And i didn't bring my Ez-link card! and my phone was in my pocket the whole time in the classromm.
Later trained down to city hall. Window shopped alot, haha. Jolyn and i was like going gahgah over stuffs. hahaha. It felt as if Jolyn and I was in our own world.
I reached home at 2+ I think?
then had piano, don't wish to elaborate on it.
Tomorrow is the last paper. wee~

You're currently in dilemma, wake up Isabelle. Make up your mind now.

2009-10-11T18:27:00.002+08:00

My daddy is in China now. I wonder how he is.
Today seems perfect somehow. I went to sunday service today. He said that Singapore is well known for education and also labelling people.
In school, we're labelled as normal and to make things worse, we're labelled as normal acadamic and normal technical. There is nothing wrong. But why do we have to study 5 years when express students get to study 4 years? We are learning the same topics, the same subjects. we aren't that differnt right?
so that pastor said that we as youths cannot be labelled and be told we're useless or stupid.
I kinda agree.
Lost Generation by Jonathan Reed

I am part of a lost generation
and I refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
“Happiness comes from within.”
is a lie, and
“Money will make me happy.”
So in 30 years I will tell my children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.

And all of this will come true unless we choose to reverse it .
Read the message, then read it again in reverse.

awesome isn't it?

2009-10-05T16:40:00.002+08:00

I'M SICK! It feels like it is hot then cold then hot again. And now I'm having this terrible headache and I'm coughing non-stop. My face is so hot and my hands really really cold. And I'm having flu..
Everything is not going the way i expect things to be. How am i suppose to study chinese and history in this damn condition.

God, my plane is crashing,
I'm doing everything I can.
Please Lord, I'm so scared,
so confuse.
Be my safe landing.

2009-09-25T14:53:00.002+08:00

ÓH MY GOODNESS. It's a long long long time since i posted. There was Compo today, yea, later went to macs drive-thru. Bumped into 2B people. so yah, spent a few hours there and michelle took bus with me. :) then while waiting for our bus at Hougang Interchange,we played with shadows. hee.

That's how i spent my day.

2009-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

hah, I realise I haven't been posting. Alot of things have been happening. most of them are really emotional and huting, all these makes me feel really down. But I'm going to put aside all my worries! Cos there is God, my mommy and daddy, GIT there for me. this is the last day for term 3, I have been waiting for this for sooooo long! HEE. and, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! I feel like dancing around and shouting! my birthday happens to fall on my clique's aniversary. wee~

wait that means i'm another year older! and I have to be less childish. BLEH.

PEOPLE REMEMBER THIS SUPER DUPER DAY! [7 SEPT 2009] It's my birthday!

2009-08-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, I got fevr. It is killing me and I think I passed it to Jolyn. SORRY JOLYN! I ruin her weekends:( and my cousins are here. we are suppose to visit my dad's aunt's great grandchild. WOW. 3 generations. I doubt I can go, I'm sick and the baby's mom is so afraid that her baby will be sick.

Last night was pretty awesome, went to have dinner with my dad's aunt. They brought us to Airport Hotel and ate at this Chinese dining place. and they order ALOT of food. they ordered appetizers and I thought it was just that then I got full before the main. I had no choice but to eat my food. then they had deserts. I couldn't resist. I told myself to eat just one but ended up eating 3.

That's about it. But I want to see the baby!

2009-08-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

I didn't know my sister got facebook and after I created it, she called me noob-.-

2009-08-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

I got fever:( that's a bad thing, I'll have to miss school but I won't have miss tang constanly reminding me to pin up my hair. Or trying to avoid some certain people. ahahahaha!

Today is an awful awful day, I had to play captain's ball, I fell sick. I totally could not concentrate in classes. hah, and I finally made facebook. Damn I'm slow. Anyway, I hope that I don't have to go school tomorrow. haha.

2009-08-18T19:15:00.001+08:00

Today is freaking awesome!I did well for science, I finally passed my chinses! hahahahahaha! haven't been passing ever since P4? after scholl went to watch movie with Jolyn, Parmish, Michelle, Nicholas, Darrel, Jan and Darry. hahah, we went to watch the show where got ghost? hahaha, It wasn't scary AT ALL. after the movie, we went window shopping. After walking, we went to talk. Darry pinched me. It hurt. But I pinched him back. weee~ haha. latuer took a bus back. it was home sweet home for me at 6.55pm[:

Í'M HAPPY!

2009-08-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

I'M HAPPY, SUPER HAPPY! I didn't leave any balnks for chinese ct today. hee, and I played well for piano today. but i really can't believe there is oný 2 weeks left to practise for piano till the exam. haha, I'm going to pon school! haha, I love the song, YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME by Bon Jovi. hahh.

I feel like eating ice cream, shall ask mommy to get some for me when she come back.

2009-08-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

last night was funnnnnn. we had family day at church yesterday. we spent one and half hours doing a prayer walk. i wore jeans. we walked under the blazing sun to pray for the residents in the HDB blocks near chucrh. we walked around blocks, walked to schools. tiring. later went back to church had pot luck. I was spoilt for choices! later we traded 3 donuts for a large bottle o9f coke from the guys HAHAHAHA! because of their stupidity, they agreed. and later we played with face paint. I chased Qian Hui all ovcer church! so fun. and we to paint the guy cell and they screamed. Madeline was suppose to come but she didn't. all well, it was home sweet home for me at 9.38pm.

today, did history. chapter 3 sucks. ain't kewl. and and and, I WANT THAT NEON PINK NAIL POLISH!

2009-08-07T18:37:00.002+08:00

I'm loving my nails. one side red and the other side white! It looks so nice when I type. hee. and Darrel, don't worry. I'll try to find out how to delete that tag by Clement. Kay? and and and my daddy is bringing the whole family out later for dinner I think? hah. and 2NE1 songs are stuck in my head.

2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2EN1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1 2NE1!

2009-08-07T10:56:00.000+08:00

GREAT. I'm pissed off right now. Because of stupid tuition, I can't go out with GIT. and today is the clique's anniversary. My mom and my teacher are such kill joys. Next month, will be the clique's anniversary and my birthday, so I really expect a SUPER DUPER fun one to make up for today.

I hate Kill Joys. They totally spoil my mood for the whole day.

2009-08-01T08:57:00.000+08:00

I'll be going to malaysia for this weekend for i don't know what reason. and the song Love Drunk is stuck in my head.

2009-07-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

uhhh, today was average I guess. And I finally found the lizard. Timothywent to poke it and it feel behind the cupboard. and I said goodbye to my lifeless friend and swaped place with Timothy. hee. that's practically my day in school. Later had piano. I'm damn nervous for the piano exam coming up. I don't know the pieces well and it is less then a month's time to the exam. Oh, God help me.

2009-07-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Today was both good and bad. the good thing is, I can understand everything that the teachers taught today, there was only one temperature taking today and my REALLY terrible headache left me after science. hee. The bad thing is. I got damn pissed off during CF. uhh, I think panadol is not very effective. cos there wasn't immediate effect. so that was practically everything. maybe not, Before I came, alot of people saw a lizard crawling on the metal cupboard. I totally love the cupboard, you know why? I got something to lean on. but now that disgusting thing has crawled over it, I lost my companion. and Sara kept on scaring me. He kept using things like Jacey's little miss and mr men keychains and dangle it in front of my head. And I will jump thinking it is a lizard.

Now, I'm blasting Hillsong United. HEE, Its sooo kewl.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. ~!@#$%%^^&&***@~@! Jolyn just reminded me there is Chinese to do. And there is a test tomorrow. HUH. neh neh.

and and and, the CTs is soooooo damn bloody near. this monday is English. I was only told today. wth. I don't think there is even time to mug hard for CTs. I wish I can pause time, go get the answer sheet, memorise it and resume time and grab that A++. I guess everyone wants that. hee.

2009-07-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

Uh, if anyone recieve an email from me don't open. NEVER OPEN IT. I think it is a virus. just don't open.

2009-07-21T18:09:00.002+08:00

Today was average. I had this terrible off and on headache. so it is like sometimes emo and sometimes damn hyper. haha, I'm weird. After school, went to eat at pizza hut with Mavis, Parmish and Jolyn at Compass point. hah, left earlier cos had tuition. hah, I had an extremly short short tuition cos I was late and my teacher had something on. haha. Thnak God.

I really really can't wait for year end. I'll be heading to Aceh for a mission trip. hah, going to get does CIP points from school.

Oh yah, I met alot of my primary school friends at compass today. hah, I miss them so.

Must I live in fear everyday? Damn message in the bottle. I sit through science daily just hoping and praying that the other half of the damn message is not exposed by him. I wish I hadn't wrote it. I wish I wasn't so stupid to stuff the damn letter in that bottle.

2009-07-20T16:47:00.002+08:00

Amazing Isabelle, amazing you manage to spent countless of hours watching korean dramas and non-stop crying. I'm so proud of myself.

Today is HORRIBLE, it forever will be horrible. I officially hate Rita Kumari and science lessons. Mr Ong took something that belongs to me and didn't want to return. Inside got VERY VERY personal things. and he wanted to read it out to the whole class. Oh thank God, I put it in the detol hand sanitizer bottle. and I hope all the ink smudge because of the gel.

I think Blogger is screwed:/ It seems reallt weird.

2009-07-16T17:28:00.002+08:00

Today was a very very very normal day. nothing much happened. oh, Mr Ng scolded us today. and Sara stuffed the whiteboard duster on the celing. LOL. Usaually Miss Tang will ask Yee tat to take it down, but he went somewhere. and the broom disappeared and when she came back, she said that she will ask yee tat to take it down for her. I actually expected her to scold Sara, but she didn't. then Minwei left first to get something with Cassie and the rest of us went home. Parmish took the bus with me and prank call WC. LOL. she first called, when he picked up, she said:"hello loser" and hang up. then when i got home, i went on msn and i ask him how he knew it was parmish who called and he said:" i hear her sexy voice." LOL. later had piano. My grandma came over to make creampuffs for us. hee. I haven't eaten it for a long long long time. hee.

went on youtube just now, and I saw a stupid video of Obama being booed.

I didn't see him get booed-.-

2009-07-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty awesome. haha, before recess had alot of one period lessons. so it wasn't so boring. during recess, we ate Minwei's biscuits, with the icing on top. I remember my grandpa use to buy that biscuit for me. So I was very happy that i was able to eat it again. hee. and Michelle totally spread a rumor about me. its my turn now. later had D&T. Mdm peck was making us do our work but we didn't. One and a half hour of doing nothing and Chinese was okay not as bad as the other days because the 2 blessing people in my Chinese disturb Jacob and Michelle! OMG. BUAHAHAHAHA! serve her right man. later me and Jacey ask Jacob something (conversation with him is private and confidential) hee. later minwei left first and the rest of us went to the toilet and michelle told us somebody died. jacey got so scared-.- ahahahaha! later Jolyn's dad came to pick her up. and so Jacey, Parmish, Michelle and I went to cheers and we grab a small bite and Parmish needed to go for some science remedial thingy. I saw my primary school friend in the bus and we walked home together.

2009-07-14T19:01:00.004+08:00

Today was not as bad as the other days. It started out fine. I enjoyed maths, didn't sleep in science. chinese sucked. english was horrible. CF was worse and DISC really really really sucked. Stupid miss tang tell us got DISC so last minute. then when I tell my mom to cancel tuition because of this, my mom scolded me. it is soooo not my fault that I knew today. walao. then after DISC, we stayed back for a little while, minwei and Jacey left first, Parmish, Jolyn and I took a tour around school. and i threw wet toilet paper and threw into her cubical. HAHAHAHA! and later took the bus home with parmish. then got one guy from poly he sit next to me and say hi. at first i didn't mind, but he crossed the line by responding to me and parmish's conversation. and later he kept on looking at me and my messages. damn, i felt like killing him.

My cousins are back from thailand. I wanted them to stay with us but they can't. Later they have to go back again.

2009-07-12T18:20:00.004+08:00

OMG. today was average, woke up and totally skipped breakfast and my dad ordered pizza for branch. and did maths. I did sooo many pages, it made feel like a pro in maths. hee. later my neighbour came to my house to ask us to go swimming. i passed. my sister on the other hand went. so I stayed at home to use the computer. had a long long long converstation with Justina. hah, we started talking about Kim Bum and that she agrees with me that he is hot, at first she was like:"Hot meh?" hah! and we went on talking about a guy from church that stays in the condo i'm staying. OMG, he is hot. she is totally jealous that I saw him flipping his hair. He looks like he practiced it. it was perfect. He is so tan. and handsome. OMG. but kim bum is way better. hee.

2009-07-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINWEI!

hah, today was okay, went to church today. hee, had alot of fun. uh, later went to eat dinner with my parents. nothing much today. hee.

2009-07-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

I'm totally pissed off today. I can't read the notes for piano. and i keep pressing the wrong notes! WALAO. Today, I was late. because i left history at home and i went up and my dad waited for me, and he kept claiming that I purposely wanted to be late so I can have dentention with my friends. WTF?! I'm pissed off. who wants detention?! then the damn bloody gate close so fast. wth. then got one teacher kept on barking. i felt like going up to her and punch her. later went back to class. the rest of the day was EXTREMELY boring. Today we got hieght and weight. I think i put alot alot alot if weight. and Jacey and Jolyn are so happy that they put on weight. oh goodie.

2009-07-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

Hee. today was mundane and boring but it became much much much better after school. I nearly slept in science and fell asleep in english, but I woke up. haha. My body ached the whole morning. I think I didn't sleep well><. After school, went out with Jacey, Jolyn, Mavis, Michelle and Parmish. we went to macs, but it didn't really taste appetizing to us. Jolyn left first and so we went back to school and we went to the library and isaac super guai lan. later, Mavis left first and Parmish decided to play teacher-.- haha. never played that for a LONG LONG LONG time. hee. later took the bus home with parmish. Later saw my primary school friend. she damn crappy. haha. we walked back home together.

Tomorrow will be damn damn damn sucky because there is PE. I HATE RUNNING.
P/s Parmish agreed to us saying that she is horney and she likes her new name HORNYMISH. hee. and I joined PLURK. hee.

2009-07-05T18:32:00.002+08:00

OMG, Jolyn's Birthday was awesome. haha. Jacey came to my house on the morning to bake brownies. Half way baking, she saw my rabbit in the backyard. and she super scared of it-.- hah. later trained all the way to TPY to rent movie. i totally wasted money there lah. alot of scary shows we want to watch was all NC16 or M18. so like we can't rent. later met Jolyn and Parmish and Darrel first at AMK. Then Nicholas tagged along. and Michelle was the last to come. Hah. Minwei couldn't come because she has NDP training the other day. yea. Later we went to Jolyn's house. her place is like DAMN far. Super tiring. Her sister ordered canadian pizza while we watch Shutter and Confession of a Shopaholic. Shutter wasn't that scary. hah. it is my first time watching a horror film. and Confession of a Shopaholic was great. she was like:"OMG. you speak Prada?" LOL. later rushed home. GOt scolding from my parents for coming home at 8. they said i can't go out anymore. OMG. but still, I had fun.

Saturday was quite boring. hah. missed cell bonding and church. but my dad brought the family to Great World City. hah, I missed that place. my mommy used to work there, in the apartment service area. hah. later my dad brought us to watch transformers! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. I loved it. hah, thanks Minwei for your offer though. reached home at 12? slept at 1.

today, my dad was the one who woke me up to go to church. I had fun in worship and nearly fell asleep during sermon. haha. Later ate with my parents cell group. saw Qian Hui. haha. later my dad brough us to Honda show room. spent more than an hour there. the cars were way better than Toyota. hah.

TRANSFORMERS ROCKS.

2009-07-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
-Isaiah 40:28-31

2009-07-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN. hehe. My clique doesn't like to watch. darn, and minwei already watched it.

Gosh, I'm like super super bored. I have nothing to do. should I watch BOF again? But it'll be sooooo predictable. And the stupid mocca ad is killing me. the stupid nerd going CLICK CLICK. LOL. Die nerd, DIE.

I like totally have to finish homework by tomorrow.

2009-06-30T18:45:00.002+08:00

HAH. I spent the whole morning to afternoon talking to people via msn. after that, I went for chinese tuition. On my way there, a woman sneeze damn loud, then the person next to her ran away. HAHAHA! After tuition, went home and saw my sister playing in the playground with her usual friends. they were playing truth or dare, so I decided to join in. all of a sudden, this kid, Joshua said to a girl:"fuck me fuck me." LOL. they are like 10 only? Later decided to go home and Joshua and his brother John, took the same lift with me. while my sister play downstairs. they damn irritating. press all the buttons in the lift. plus I have to stop at every level cos i stay on the top floor. assholes.

2009-06-29T14:06:00.002+08:00

I feel like sky diving. HAHA. Last night was awful, I couldn't sleep, my fingers ached from non-stop typing and the song want by Adam Lambert is stuck in my head. I wonder which teacher got H1N1. I have to thank her/him. HAHA.

2009-06-28T17:38:00.002+08:00

OMG, I'M DAMN BLOODY HAPPY!
Miss tang just called and we got londer holidays. OMG OMG OMG OMG.
Thank God, AMEN.

2009-06-27T16:29:00.003+08:00

Wednesday and Thursday was the most retarded days i ever spent with Jacey, Jolyn and Mavis. We were suppose to do History. Nothing was done in the first day, but in the second day we manage to do some. History is damn killer. I regretted picking politics. It is easy but must read alot.

Went out on Friday. later, my dad brought us out to eat at NUSS, Suntec. OMG. the place was packed. My dad not happy, ask the stuff make room for us. And they put the table near the smoking area. some bunch of old men were puffing on cigars. They totally ruin my appetite. couldn't eat much so we went to MOF. Later I followed daddy to some golf shop. I saw a green club. Damn nice, walked around the shop and my dad purchased some clubs. Later met my mom and Samantha. We went home around 9+

Today skipped church to complete my homework. Miss Chung give alot of homework leh. I'm brain dead now. okay, shall not waste time.

p/s I saw all the tags. hah, lazy tag back><

2009-06-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today had a long day, woke up early just to follow my dad to a car show room. My dad is getting a new car due to the engine dying. HAH. But we have to choose between a Toyota Camry and a Prius. One saves the world, but less roomy. the other is roomy with touch screen. and I feel both cars sucks. HAH. Later got ready for church. Church was awesome. Pastor was talking about Obeying God and Worshipping God is two different sides of a coin. hah, but i sp[ent most of the time laughing with Justina. She damn crazy. she kept saying a really skinny guy infront of her was HOT. OMG. He is like the total opposite can. She kept luaghing. LOL

After Church, we went to eat at pizzahut. hah. went with Celia, Justina and Qian Hui. LOL, we went video taping each other, LOL. Later Justina and I went to take the same bus home. As usual, she started laughing. We talked about primary school teachers and how disgusting they were. I remember Mrs Magarat Ong. there was a joke about her saying that she use chicken wing to bathe. thats why she sooo oily. OMG. sick on soooo many levels. I miss primary school. thank God i can walk there.

Last night was horrible. went with mom and dad to cell group. being the oldest, the children loves to disturb me. since the adults were celebrating father's day.they brought us out. they rated it R21. LOL. so everyone has to get out. while sitting on the rocking thing in the playground, Justin came from behind and shake me causing myself to hit the handle. damn pain. the whole night, i limped. to make it up to me, he was made to say sorry 70 times. HAH. and he gave me bubblegum=) hah. now got blue black. after church, we wnet to swensens at the airport.
ate fries and sticky chewy chocolate. OMG. damn nice. hah. left the place at 1.10 in the morning. slept at 2.

2009-06-17T19:09:00.002+08:00

GET A LIFE.
I can't believe you like Kim Bum. Do you know he is mine. I rather share Kim Bum with Jolyn than rather letting you stare at his face on TV. You are just some slut who has very limited vocab and a pathetic despo who photoshops her face and puts her edited pic as her display picture on MSN. THAT IS SOOOOOOO PLASTIC. OMG, I'm going to spell it out for you because of your limited knowledge. P-L-A-S-T-I-C. PLASTIC.

Time for you to get a life.

2009-06-17T17:59:00.002+08:00

EHMAGAWD. I'm going to die.

today woke up at 8 to go to school. I'm dead tired now. but i don't seem to be able to sleep:/ parmish got me Macs for breakfast. hah, she told me to eat in school-.- after that went for drama. after that, Jolyn, Parmish, Michelle Mellot, Joey and I went to Novena. ate there, walk around to look for drama jacket. after that, went back to school to give Minwei her homework. OMG, have fun doing, minwei! I finish most of mine, hah.

went to talk the circle line from Bishan. I tell you, the place DAMN BIG. Lol.

My Wounds Cry For The Grave,
My Soul Cries For Deliverance,
Will I Be Denied?
CHRIST! TOURNIQUET!
My Sucide.

2009-06-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

HEYYYY. I'M BACK.
LOL. I left on thrsday night. drove all the way to batu pahat, my dad's home town. We went to visit my grandma. she was suppose to come with us to go to KL, but she couldn't come due to a relative passing away. my grandma has lost like about 5kg? ever since my grand dad's funeral. she told me she could not eat for about 2 weeks. she refuses to come to back to sngapore with us. my aunts and uncle asked if she wanted to stay with them in KL. but she didn't want to. we stayed at my grandma's place for the night. later in the morning, we headed to KL. I haven't been to KL for a long long long time. once we reached my uncle's house, Lee Jae & Li Anne, my cousins ere the first to greet us. hah, they are damn cute. we rested there and went out to eat dinner.

We didn't do much shopping on saturday but we spent alot of money>< I spent $300 sing dollars? on a shoe and a skirt. my mom spent more. LOL. after shopping we went to my 3rd aunt's house for dinner. it was my first time there though. but it was fun=)

We went to my second aunt's church. it didn't have alot of people. so many seats where empty. later we went to Nilai Memorial park to visit my grand dad. the place is nice. very calm. I felt like staying there longer but we left after an hour there. later, we went back to my uncle's house. later we went to my dad's friend's house. Wah the place is damn big and cheap. My dad wants to buy a place there, i guess maybe like a Holiday house. but i don't really like it. it is sooooo far away from amenities. other than that, its okay. at first, he wanted to buy a house in Thailand-.-
i rather stay in Malaysia.

we left the KL this morning. we made a trip to the memorial park. continued driving after 19 mins there. On the way, i saw a mini mart called AZIM'S MINI MART. LOLOLOLOLOLOL! drove to Batu Pahat to have lunch. went to say bye to my granny! and went back to Singapore. when we came to Singapore, our car's engine died! OMG. cool but weird. damn embarrassing.
we were being pulled away. and they left us outside anderson sec. OMG. that's even worse, near school-.- But THANK GOD! my dad's friend came to pick us up. =)

hah, I'M GETTING A BUNNY! LOL.

2009-06-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

HAH, I'm like going to malaysia soon. going to visit my grand dad's ashes. EHMAGAWD. I MISS HIM. LOL.

I hate the heat. it is like 34 degrees at home. it is frying my brian. I THANK GOD FOR AIR-CON. The heat is also making me angry.

Like who do the hell you think you are? do you have any idea how much i hate you? everytime you appear infront of me, i feel like slapping the hell out of you. Can you like stop using us? when you no friend come to us. we your dog is it?! -'- fuck off, kid.

GOD, LET IT RAIN.

2009-06-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we had a hell of a time. =) super fun. But we didn't watch a movie in the end. Cos Darrel change the place to J8. and J8 is soooo boring. and so Jacey, Joyln and I went to take neoprints. hah, screwed up the first one, but the second rocks=) LOL.

EHMAGAWD, I LOVE BROWNIES. LOL

2009-06-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

Hah, today will be going to watch Hannah Montana, The movie. Parmish can't go cos her mommy don't let. while Minwei, has to be quarantined. So i'm dragging Jacey and Jolyn to watch with Darrel and his friends.

I cut my hair. and that son of a bitch hairdresser can't cut straight. and he was combing my ear instead of my hair==. but i went to another hairdresser. and she did such a fab job! I'M SOOO HAPPY NOW.

last night was awesome, really. my dad brought us to a yatch club. we had dinner and watch the sun set. I LOVE THE SUN! hah.

Now, my mom made me wake up early to be with her cell group. They just went down to go swimming. It is like 10 in the morning?

After finishing BOF, I'm sooooooooooo bored. can't think of anything to do.

2009-06-01T13:34:00.002+08:00

I LOVE GDOP!

haha, Global Day Of Prayer was AWESOME. Love it. My whole cell went hyper. Can't wait for the next one. Truthfully, BOF rocks but GDOP is way better. LOL. Justina, Qian Hui, Vicky and I went to heartland mall to eat dinner. Walked around. haha, so fun.

Later bringing sam to tuition. BLEH.

2009-05-31T10:52:00.002+08:00

I skipped church to go shopping with my mom yesterday. My dad brought us to city hall. we walked around, the sale wasn't much a sale though. But I don't care. I finally got the nerf gun I wanted=) i also got LOTS of clothes=) while walking through river island, we bumped into Jacey and her mom. haha.

Later I'll be going to Global Day of Prayer. It has been a long time since i have been to Global Day of Prayer.

Going to play neopets!

p/s I LOVE KIM SANG BUM. JOLYN, YOU BACK OFF.

I LOVE KIM SANG BUM.

2009-05-29T21:16:00.006+08:00

Hah, today is the last day of school. lately I have been watching a korean drama called boys over flowers. GOSH! I LOVE THAT SHOW. BUT I LOVE KIM SANG BUM EVEN MORE!<3333333333333333
GOSH! he is soooo HOT.

school has been the same. after school, I went out to raffles at city hall. I went with Jolyn, Jacey, Pamish, Michelle and Mavis. after that went straight home and started watching boys over flowers. HAHA.

2009-05-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right.. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

2009-05-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

Today is pure bullshit. I'm sick, tired and emo. and plus today it is bloody hot. The heat is frying my brain. today Parmish and jacey never come to school cos they are sick. so left jolyn and I. damn boring.

2009-05-21T17:35:00.001+08:00

I feel like crying. Partly due to Adam losing. Bloody Adam.

2009-05-21T17:05:00.002+08:00

It has been 5 days since Minwei has left for The United States. I miss the crappy lesson we have. I got alot to tell her! and and and, I HATE ISACC FOR DOING SOMETHING TO ME.

Today was total crap lah. We had to do NAPFA training-.- I didn't run. I couldn't do push up cos i don't know how to. i didn't do incline pull ups, but alot of sit ups. I totally feel like skipping school tomorrow, but i can't. screw everything.

Had to stay back for a few minutes. after that went home, had lunch and piano.

Now my sister is telling me how fun her sex education was. GOD! SAVE ME.

2009-05-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

Okay, I can like post again! YAY!
Like, I shall talk bout today.
we had school, okay that is totally obvious. HAH.
school was okay, nothing big.
AND MISS TANG CAN'T COUNT. I THINK SHE FAILED MATHS.
when i came home, did piano.
++ I totally dislike my sister.
because she had no smacks to eat, she scold me. wth.
If she wasn't related to me, I would have slapped her. what a bitch.
Freaking unreasonable. no wonder she does not have much friends.

time to rewind.
MONDAY.
Jacey and I went to plaza sing. we walked, shopped and trained to city hall. shopped some more. and WE TOTALLY LOVE RIVER ISLAND. =)

TUESDAY.
Had school, parmish didn't come. very mundane. Minwei and Michelle went out without us. Like they totally didn't want us to come and since we were not invited, Jolyn, Jacey and I trained to TYP. Ate KFC and went to Jacey's house. AND LIKE OH MY GOSH, we had sooooo much fun. We even played neopets! I know it is lame and childish and kiddy, but it was fun=)

WEDNESDAY.
Normal school day. Had CCA that day. and like it was fun but somehow boring. came home and watched AMERICAN IDOL. and and and, Adam rocks, eventhough he is gayyyy. But his voice is AMAZING! I hope he wins=)

Like I'm like soooooooo totally going to play neopets now.

I think I have anger issues

2009-05-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

I have been getting angry. angry for no reason. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! I like totally need shopping now.But there is no one to go out with me.

Today, went out with dad to COURTS MEGA STORE. It wasn't really mega though. We wanted to get the LED tv with blue-ray player but in the end, we got the HP touch smart. I WANTED THAT TV!

now blogging. yay!

P/s listen to me and use the traffice light. I'm not trying to nag.

2009-05-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

Like oh my gosh, exams are officially over! so happy! yesterday, my dad brought me into the hand phone shop and i thought he was buying a new phone for me. In the end he bought the W705 for my mom. ain't that sweet? but i wanted that phone! never mind.

when we reached home, we found something in the letterbox. it was a small note from a really despo woman, looking for bachelors. freaking despo man. She makes herself so slut-ish and unwanted! disgrace to mankind.

Later, bathe and went to NUSS kentridge at a new bar for dinner. and i tell you the food was good, but bad service. after that, went to see my parents' cell group.

came home around 11++

P/s use the traffic light.

2009-04-23T17:20:00.002+08:00

English paper is like tomorrow. GOSH. so fast! and for geog i'm still stuck at chapter 5! wth. stupid slacker ang-.-

2009-04-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

SLIVER.

Can't believe we got a sliver. A DAMN SLIVER. It's like a COP to a sliver. See that big diff? see it? time to make my thank you speech. LOL kidding. hope tomorrow's speech would not be like: we like to bring glory to the school. <<<<--------- this is boring. way boring. SLIVER. ahahahahaha. SLIVER!

I'm a simple person. little things like this makes me happy=)

2009-04-19T18:14:00.001+08:00

Curse this blasted heat.

gosh, it is like super hot here. 33 degrees.
hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot.

2009-04-18T14:30:00.002+08:00

Inspiration? more like the biggest disappointment. my role model? He let me down. I want to believe you. but is too damn hard. I knew what i saw. I read it over and over again. what is going to happen? is it true? why are you doing this? Not good enough? you promised. and i don't want empty promises. I hate liers. I hate them so much. Lie after another? will this happen? i hope not.

the feeling of disappointment to great to comprehend. especially being let down by someone you trust.

2009-04-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Happy moments, praise God.

Difficult moments, seek God.

Quiet moments, worship God.

Painful moments, trust God.

Every moment, thank God.

2009-04-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

SYF is like finally over. THANK GOD. now, agenda on the list is:
-PRAY FOR SYF RESULTS.
-revise, maths, english, science. actually I haven't really been revising. might as well revise everything-.-
-EVOKE! your dreams concert.
-decide what to wear for EVOKE!
-chinese homework! bleh.

I'm like sooo dead these few days. it is as if i have no life.

2009-04-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

YAY! see i change my blogskin. awesome eh? AHAHAHA. lame-.-

2009-04-02T15:02:00.002+08:00

I'm like super bored and hungry.

SYF is like round the coner. and i feel so dead doing it. nothing new. nothing special and IT IS DEAD. nobody has the mood to do it.

2009-03-24T18:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday wasn't that awesome like i thought it would be. First straight after morning assembly, we headed to the canteen to bring the props down, and some people, don't know how to help, or some people who just bring down their own prop and continue talking like as if people don't need help. okay I admit, i didn't do much, but I helped others. Later we took a damn old bus to CJC. the only cool thing was the toilet having teevee and aircon. well had 3 full rehersals. i think we didn't do as weel as the other rehersals. later we took the same bus back to school, after having a short briefing, we went down to plaza sing. had KFC there and went to mustafa, I will never step into that place ever again. NEVER. and mr white was being too stingy, $12 for every single person costume. head to toe. wow! so generous, mr white! okay and well, poor xue er, she had to carry The Main Casts' costumes, so i helped her carry some. and after walking round and round mustafa, we, as in me, Jolyn, Xue er and Jiamin didn't get anything from there. so we had to get our own costumes ourseleves. you know, we had to bring home THINGS THAT ARE NOT OURS. you know why? because no one else wants to bring it home. ohhh, so we have to bring home things that are not ours? do we? later went to plaza sing to get the blue tees we needed. ad went home.

Never felt this pissed before.

what happened to us?

2009-03-22T18:20:00.002+08:00

Great. Real great.
Bummer, my sister just came back from beijing. Oh, how I miss the times alone, at home with no sister to bug you. But once she came home, she has been hogging the tv and the computer. But, on the other hand, I have someone to get things for me, RARELY.

2009-03-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

My holidays are ruined many thanks to drama and the coming syf. GOSH. there is so much pressure from miss nina and a certain senior. I so totally hate this -.- I hope we won't get COP for syf. it will be a total disgrace, and all our effort will be wasted.

bummer.

2009-03-08T14:27:00.002+08:00

I was out the whole day at SENTOSA! We had zoner bonding. first Madeline, Jan, justina and I want walking around vivo. later we went to the playground outside. we played with the water fountain. so fun. LOL. Later we met the rest back at the MRT station. our cell met the boys cell and they are so immature-.- worse then my class guys! LOL. later we headed to palawan beach. we played captain's ball. and me team won! later we played dog and bone. and that game sucks. I never liked it. later we went around playing amazing race. quite fun. our team came in 2nd. later we played in the sea. bathed, and we went back to vivo to have dinner. after dinner, we played in the same playground. hahaha, there is this fat guy fro the guys cell, he got stuck halfway down the slide! LOL. Then we played were-wolf. haha. love that game. and we went down by lift, and this guy name joshua goh said: if the lift cannot close, we know wei jie( the fatty) has to get out. LOL.

so my whole day was spent there. haha.

2009-03-05T17:07:00.001+08:00

I'm so lazy. So I think i should post. I'll make it a short one. Hahaha. Okay tomorrow is Jonathon-.- I don't even want to run. I guess I'll be walking and gossiping with my girlfriends. and thank God we are in the beginner route. hahaha.

After chapel, I broke my water bottle's hook! I dropped it on the floor.-.- I'm soooo totally buying a new one. I'm bored. like totally.

2009-02-28T18:21:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I don't know where to start. everything seems like a dream. But face it, it is reality. I feel so tired, physically and emotionally. My Grandpa, was the best Grandpa I ever had. He just left like that.

After science test left school. went home, washed up, ate lunch and waited for the private cab to pick my mom, sam and I. On the way to Malaysia, the ride was cold. It was raining and the damn air con kept blowing against my face. when we reached my grandma's place, we met our dad there. I was too late, my grandpa was already in the church, i didn't even get to touch him. He means alot to me. I miss him. I went my grandpa back! after checking into the hotel, we went to saving grace presbyterian church. there, my grandpa laid in the coffin. my cousin, kaixuan, was brought up by my grandparents. It was such a major blow to him. I guess he can't take it.

The next day, we went to a place to burn him. I cried so much my eyes went sore. He just left like that.

Bye, i'll miss you.

2009-02-19T17:49:00.002+08:00

OH.MY.GOSH. WHEN THE HELL WILL MY DAMN SISTER SHUT UP? She nothing better to do is it? cry so much. she not scared her damn eyeballs pop out is it? HER DAMN CRYING IS MAKING ME REALLY PISSED. oh gosh. do you know what? she came home crying and now hearing her cry makes me feel like slapping her. how I wish I was the younger sister. As the older sister, I have to give in to my sister. I HATE IT! SHUT UP. SHUT UP. OH JUST SHUT UP. spare my ears. Gosh, i have no damn idea why she is crying. SHUT UP.

2009-02-15T14:45:00.002+08:00

I feel like my whole life is filled with 'what if 's. like for example, what if anti-Christ comes? what will happen to my family? friends? me? what if parmish goes? will there still be a clique? what if parmish goes and forget us? what if comes back to Singapore as a whole new person? what if i can never see parmish again? I HATE ' WHAT IF'S
i feel like crying!

2009-02-13T19:03:00.003+08:00

Okay this is like total randomness, I have nothing to post except that the fact that Common test is like so rush! And plus the school just gave us the fact sheet. how would I have enough time to put down any notes for geog and Chinese. I hate Chinese. why would anyone invent such a torturous language? oh talking about chinese. I got 12.5 out of 50 for the chinese class test. LIKE oh.my.gosh. LOL. But i got 7 out of 20 for maths! that is sad. and this could be like my second time failing a maths test! stupid factorisation. i can't even understand it.

2009-02-07T13:29:00.002+08:00

okay.. I soooo totally HATE my cousin. when I left Malaysia, she started gossiping about me. so it is my turn! she told my cousin sarah and seth that my sister and I were so rude. spoiled. and uncivilised?! okay people may call me spoiled. but i call it just showing more love to your children. and me rude? obviously not. and UNCIVILISED? like what?! she thought uncivilised means modern, cool, and awesome. like wth? it is common sense that people don't use big words when they don't know what the meaning is.

lets talk about her! she is a hypocrite. she has hair that looks like a mushroom/helmet and it is DRY! and looking at her face, just makes me want to puke. she wears old fashion clothes. I don't know how she got them it must have been hand-me-downs. she nags. she doesn't wash her face because her mom doesn't know how to buy facial wash. thats why her face is filled with pimples. she wears sports shoes with dresses. and her dress has puffy sleeves. LIKE OH.MY. GOSH. THAT IS SO OLD. she is afraid of the show PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN. that pig! and she crossed the line when she sayed i was uncivilised.

enough crapping about her. going to church soon. LOL. miss it sooooo much!

2009-02-01T19:18:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SO HORRIBLE!

I think I so totally wrecked Lionel and Michelle's friendship! I feel so bad! And what if they are not friends anymore? I'm going to hate myself forever! I feel like jumping of a building.

Isabelle, what is wrong with you? all you can do is gossip. and by gossipping you destroyed people friendship! and now here you are not knowing what to do but just regret saying it. seriously what the hell is wrong with you? Does God ever teach you to gossip? dis God ever said gossip is good? NO! so what the hell is wrong with you. when are you going to be a good Christian and listen to God's word adn not gossip. AH! i hate myself.

2009-01-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

I'M SICK!

great, i'm sick with cough, fever and slight flu.

2009-01-27T14:13:00.003+08:00

ISABELLE IS BACK!

miss me?=)

I know you guys do. hahah

REWIND!

Saturday!

left the house at 7.30 and stuck in an 2 hour jam in the tuas checkpoint. and later a 1 and a half hour jam to cross Malaysia checkpoint. so long! and another 2 hours to reach my grandmother's house. so reached around 12 close to 1 had lunch there. checked in the hotel. and when my dad booked a family suite 2 weeks ago, they gave us a damn small executive suite. like wth?

sunday!

my favourite cousins came back from thailand to spend cny with us! yay! we played together chat and had lots of fun!

monday!

first day of cny and i got so many angpaos! buahahahahaha LOL but later on, the cousin I hate came! she really pissed me off during dinner. but lucky i only have to see her for a short period of time.

today!

HOME SWEET HOME!

2009-01-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today started fine. Had art. And like oh my gosh, the art teacher sucks alot. she pisses me off and I hate her. ALOT. later on was Lit. and recess! had English but Minwei and I was release early because we are the chair and vice chair person " substitutes "and we had to give oranges to teachers. and Minwei rushed to miss tang so i have to give to the pervert Mr ang. I didn't go near him so i ask the chair person to give it to him. LOL. later on was drama!

drama was fun except the part where Michelle goh said something in front of a person who is not suppose to hear. IT IS SOOOOOOO EMBARRASSING! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EMBARRASSING IT WAS?! oh gosh. I wish I could go back in time and prevent that from happening. =( played lots of games with the sec ones. it was totally awesome=) called my dad to pick me up. went home bathe, ate and started blogging.

tomorrow I'll be heading down to Malaysia to visit my grandparents. i miss them so much but i don't feel like going cos the cousin i hate alot will be there. and she will be acting all bossy and irritating. and she will also be like telling people Singaporeans dress indecently. and not only that she damn act. I HATE HER! don't even know why she came to the earth. she said my dressing sucks. but she wears clothes like she is in the middle ages. she said she wears hand-me-downs. ew. like sick. if she ever insult me i will go up to her and scold her like nobody business.

2009-01-20T18:16:00.003+08:00

I OFFICIALLY HATE TUESDAYS.

okay.. today suck alot. first I had maths and I had detantion because i didn't finish my homework. Later it was lit. lit was okay not to bad. had PE later with the prevert Mr Ang. But we had geography in the hall! I hate him for that. and HE PRONUCED MY NAME WRONGLY! like wth?! and not only that he pronouced birth rate as bird red. like oh my gosh. so after 2 long peroids in the hall we had RECESS! but it kinda suck too. later was science. didn't understand a single word Mr Ong was talking about. we had PE. and we played badminton. music was next. Mrs Wong made us sing a song called A COMMON LOVE. we had CF with miss tang geok huey. sucked. rushed to maths class to complete my detention. it wasn't really detention, i just had to stay back to complete my homework. and later rushed with parmish and nooraini to take bus 86. because they were nice to go all the way to compass point with me to have lunch so i can rush to chinese tuition. tuition was suppose to start at 3 but i reached around 3.40. and i was like shit! i didn't do my homework and i was late and i didn't bring all of my books for tuition. but my tutor was nice.

I hate tuesdays because it sucks and I have tuition.

I hate tuition becasue it sucks and it is on tuesdays.

I hate tuesdays because it sucks and my tuition is chinese.

when will i stop having tuition?

2009-01-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

GREAT I'M FINALLY POSTING! i really have no mood to post these few weeks. i feel totally stressed out. over school work and cca. it seems like i can never stop doing something i don't like to do. it seems like i just can't drop whatever i'm doing and just relax and do whatever i like. i feel so stress sometimes. i can't let myself be happy. or even smile. what is wrong with me?

2008-12-25T10:13:00.002+08:00

helloooooo=)
I'M FINALLY POSTING!! AHAHAHAHAHA!
yesterday, we had drama! quite stressful. later went to sumo house with parmish and jolyn! came home and bathe. and i took such a long time to think of what to wear for the Christmas party later on. left the house and that party made me happy!! o..k.. so later in, we had dinner. and it was delicious! and later we had desert! chocolate fondue with fruits and i was greedy so i ate oreo cheesecake! my favourite! ahahahahaha! after that, my cousins, played music to entertain us and my aunt and uncle was soooo cute! my aunt read a poem ( which was a tradition to many American families ) and my uncle dressed up as santa! oh my gosh! ahahahahahaha! that was so funny and he fell down! ahahahaha! ok.. later we had opening of presents! but i waited with my cousin and sister till it was midnight. we waited like good girls!

TODAY!
woke up and felt the cool air surrounding me. washed up. after that i was thinking how time files. looking back, i started to miss the old days with my primary school friends. and i remembered the first day in phs. wow, good old days. and i remembered the day i made friends with minwei and later on jacey, jolyn, parmish! and i remember the ups and downs this year. and how i remember that there were my friends who were there to help me, share my joy and woes. and i like to thank them=)

ok.. i'm have to go out and eat branch now.. see ya!